HE IS RISEN
What's God in you needs out. It needs to be recognized by you. That takes faith. And then…you'll know.
-Fred
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Here is what I know.
And the word is doing real work here.
Belief is provisional, like when you're holding something as true while remaining aware you could be wrong. Faith can be the bridge that gets you across the gap from belief to something else. Knowing is what's on the other side. It doesn't require defense. It doesn't require anyone's agreement. It simply is.
This is an I know moment.
Jesus was real. A man who walked, ate, argued, bled, and died. Not a metaphor. Not a theological construct. A person. One of the most documented figures of the ancient world, referenced by Roman historians, Jewish scholars, and hostile sources with zero motivation to flatter him. The question of whether Jesus existed is not serious. He existed.
What I am less certain about is everything the institutions built on his back. Much of it is hokum. That is the part I believe.
Let’s be honest about what happened. Rome didn’t just crucify Jesus. Rome eventually annexed him. Constantine didn’t have a conversion experience that made him gentle.
He had a political problem, and Christianity was the solution.
The Council of Nicaea wasn’t a spiritual gathering. It was a government meeting to standardize a state religion. And the books that made it into the canon, the ones that tied Jesus neatly to the God of Abraham, the God of empire, the God of law and punishment and chosen people and conquest, those books survived because they were useful to the people in power.
The ones that didn’t make it? Gone. Burned. The Gnostic texts that portrayed Jesus pointing inward rather than upward toward authority? Not canonical. Those books are not in the bible most Christians read today.
The early Christians, the ones listening to Christ, the ones before Rome got involved and told people what doctrine was Christian, did not all agree that Jesus and the God of the Old Testament were the same being.
This was a live debate. A serious one. The Marcionites, the Gnostics, dozens of communities that had actually received the oral tradition, many of them saw Jesus as something altogether different from the war god who drowned Pharaoh’s army and demanded blood sacrifice. They saw him as a revelation against that tradition. A correction. A jailbreak.
Rome made sure that debate ended.
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So here is my question for Easter, the day he rose following cruxifiction.
What if you believe in Jesus but not the book?
Not the institution. Not the Nicene Creed written by committee. Not the crusades or the inquisitions or the prosperity gospel or the political endorsements or any of the ten thousand things done in his name that he would have found appalling.
What if you just take the man at his word?
Because when you do that, when you strip away everything layered on top of him by people who needed him to validate their power, what you find is someone who spent his entire ministry pointing AWAY from things.
Away from Rome. Away from the Temple establishment. Away from religious law as a mechanism of control. Away from the idea that the divine is located in an institution, a book, a bloodline, or a government.
The kingdom of heaven is within you.
Not in a church. Not in a nation. Not conditional on your compliance with the correct authorities. Within. Inside the body you are walking around in right now.
I am the way and the light.
Not the rules. Not the doctrine. Not the hierarchy. Him. A person. A living demonstration of what a human being looks like when they are fully aligned with the source of all things.
He wasn’t saying worship me. He was saying, “This is possible.” I'm showing you what it looks like. You can do this too.
He said that explicitly.
Greater things than these shall you do.
He said it. If you believe he meant it, you have a very different Christianity than the one most people are selling. Jesus is their hook; his story sells religion because he is true.
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Faith is important. Faith is what carries you from doubt to knowing. It is the work you do in the dark before the light comes on. I have enormous respect for it.
But on the other side is knowing. And here is the thing about knowing: it was never foreign to you.
Some religious dogma asks you to set aside what doesn’t feel right and simply believe. That is a misuse of faith. When something doesn’t feel right, it’s because it isn’t. Your intuition is not an obstacle to the divine. It is one of the primary ways the divine speaks. The bridge of faith carries you across the gap between the noise of the world telling you otherwise and the quiet certainty already living inside you. You don’t use faith to override your intuition. You use it to get back to it. When you arrive, you know. Not believe. Know.
The kingdom within is not a metaphor. It is an address.
What Jesus represented was the infinite creator — call it God, call it source, call it love, call it whatever sits right with you — made flesh and walked around in Roman-occupied territory, under the nose of every power structure that existed, saying: you don’t need any of this. The thing you are looking for is already inside you. I am showing you the way.
That is a revolutionary act. The most radical thing ever said in public.
No wonder they crucified him.
No wonder Rome eventually had to own him, collar him, canonize him into a book where he gets merged with a God who looks a lot more like Caesar than like the man who washed feet.
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Empires fall. Rome fell. The Temple fell. Every government that ever tried to own the truth eventually collapsed under the weight of its own corruption, and the thing they tried to contain was still standing in the rubble.
This is not a coincidence. There are no coincidences. With apologies to Carl Jung, but everything is what he calls a synchronicity. Sometimes we understand, and sometimes we don’t. But there are no coincidences.
This is what truth does. It endures because it cannot be manufactured or destroyed, only recognized or ignored.
You cannot contain what is real. Two thousand years later, people who have never set foot in a church, people who reject every institution that claims him, still find their way to him. Still recognize something in those words that sounds like truth. That’s not institutional power. Institutional power fades. That’s something else entirely.
The resurrection.
A soul can inhabit a body. Jesus said we can do what he does; it just takes complete alignment with the source.
If you believe that — and I do — then the resurrection is not a magic trick requiring suspension of disbelief. It is a demonstration of what becomes possible when the finite vessel is no longer the limiting factor. When the body that kept the score is no longer the only score being kept.
He is risen because that is what a soul does when it is no longer constrained by the systems that tried to contain it.
Truth endures. The knowing endures. He endures, not because any institution preserved him, but because you cannot kill what is real.
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I don’t think you have to believe the whole book to believe in Jesus. I don’t think you have to belong to any denomination, attend any church, or sign off on any creed written in the fourth century by men with political agendas.
I think you can take the man at his word.
The kingdom is within you. He is the way, not the institution, not the law, not the government, not the religion.
The thing he was pointing at. That’s real.
The infinite source of all love, accessible from the inside, requiring nothing from the outside except your willingness to be honest about what you already know.
I’m not worried about what anyone thinks I know.
He is risen. I know this.
He was never theirs to begin with.
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Fred




I walked away from a lifetime of Evangelicalism as it devolved into political movement. I did so relatively late in life, and at a time when being unmoored to systemic faith should have been terrifying. I have found that faith more and more stripped down to the reality of his existence. I do find stability in the creeds passed down through centuries, and with the mysteries of the unknown.
So perfectly simple and beautiful.... just the way Jesus would have wanted us to understand it and know him in love.... we, as humans with agendas always manage to make it so much more complicated. Thank you for another treasure Fred.
Happy Easter to you and your wonderful family❤️